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my beloved daughter.; the loss of a child
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azzy	Monday, 8. October 2012, 17:33 Post #1
Level 1 Posts: 15 Group: Member Member #8,461 Joined: Oct 4, 2012 Where did you find us? a friend. Skype azzy.love	It has been almost twoweeks since the birth, and death of my child. My beautiful baby girl Leona Renee. I still feel so hurt and lost, like I'm in a very horrid dream. The pain that I feel is so great. How does one cope with the loss of a child, again?
	Our baby girl now sleeps with the angels
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cynosure.x	Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 03:26 Post #2
Reach for the stars. Posts: 33,577 Group: Staff Member #119 Joined: Mar 24, 2008 Message if you don't stand for something, you'll fall for anything	First of all; I'm really sorry this has happened to you. I don't know what it's like to lose a child, I do know people who went through the same thing you're going through right now but ... everybody copes in a different way. You will find a way.

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azzy	Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 08:03 Post #3
Level 1 Posts: 15 Group: Member Member #8,461 Joined: Oct 4, 2012 Where did you find us? a friend. Skype azzy.love	cynosure.x Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 03:26 First of all; I'm really sorry this has happened to you. I don't know what it's like to lose a child, I do know people who went through the same thing you're going through right now but ... everybody copes in a different way. You will find a way. Thank you very much. Its just so very hard to deal with because I also lost my son a few years back. I am veryblessed though, that I have Nicholas in my life. (The father). He has been my rock, and very supportive.
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cynosure.x	Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 08:10 Post #4
Reach for the stars. Posts: 33,577 Group: Staff Member #119 Joined: Mar 24, 2008 Message if you don't stand for something, you'll fall for anything	It's not your first baby you lost? Oh Terribly sorry. The good thing is, indeed, that you are not alone in this. I'm sure Nicholas is doing his best to comfort you as you need it. I hope you both get through this, together. <3

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azzy	Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 08:27 Post #5
Level 1 Posts: 15 Group: Member Member #8,461 Joined: Oct 4, 2012 Where did you find us? a friend. Skype azzy.love	cynosure.x Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 08:10 It's not your first baby you lost? Oh Terribly sorry. The good thing is, indeed, that you are not alone in this. I'm sure Nicholas is doing his best to comfort you as you need it. I hope you both get through this, together. <3 No, I lost my son when I was 18 due to con genitive heart failure. His heart was too small and was not pumping enough oxygen to his brain. With mine and Nick's daughter though, we don't know why we lost her. Everything seemed normal, not even the doctors know why we lost her. I wish I could be as strong as Nick has been. I so wish to take his pain away. <3
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cynosure.x	Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 08:38 Post #6
Reach for the stars. Posts: 33,577 Group: Staff Member #119 Joined: Mar 24, 2008 Message if you don't stand for something, you'll fall for anything	That's probably making it worse; not knowing why you lost her... You'll find the strength somewhere to be as strong as him and then he will need you there too. And what I'm about to say has nothing to do with any of this but; I think you two are a cute couple...

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azzy	Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 08:44 Post #7
Level 1 Posts: 15 Group: Member Member #8,461 Joined: Oct 4, 2012 Where did you find us? a friend. Skype azzy.love	cynosure.x Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 08:38 That's probably making it worse; not knowing why you lost her... You'll find the strength somewhere to be as strong as him and then he will need you there too. And what I'm about to say has nothing to do with any of this but; I think you two are a cute couple... Yes. I have tried so very hard to let him know that I am here for him, and that it is ok to get emotional. We will fight this thing together, and as soon as we are both ready, we want to try again. Awe! thank you very much! <33
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cynosure.x	Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 09:48 Post #8
Reach for the stars. Posts: 33,577 Group: Staff Member #119 Joined: Mar 24, 2008 Message if you don't stand for something, you'll fall for anything	It definitely is okay to get emotional. It sometimes feels SO good to just cry and cry until you're done. And I'm sure in this situations you've cried lots. But that's okay. It's better than holding it in. I'm glad to see you say that you will try again when you're both ready for it. It shouldn't stop you from trying.

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azzy	Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 10:13 Post #9
Level 1 Posts: 15 Group: Member Member #8,461 Joined: Oct 4, 2012 Where did you find us? a friend. Skype azzy.love	Yes, and we are doing well, even though this is the hardest thing we both have gone through together. We both have done our share of tear letting. The way we want to do it , is take it slow, and get in a better position to raise a child. Get both of our health in tip top shape, and be at peace.
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Akash	Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 10:48 Post #10
Akash = Sky Posts: 5,279 Group: Staff Member #7,129 Joined: Nov 9, 2011 Skype akashvermaji Message Hello Message. xD Post Background http://z5.ifrm.com/30110/58/0/p1171552/staff_pattern.png	I am really sorry for what have happened to you. I know what you feel like, because I have seen my aunt like that. She lost 3 babies in three years, she lost the hope, even the doctor said that it is dangerous to get pregnant again. But she never was and still is upset with it, she always told that what God wanted, has happened, and it is not in the hands of the human. And now she had a girl of 4 years, and she is living with my uncle. I know it is very very difficult to get through with it having a smile always, but we cannot live in the present with that sadness. Don't feel regretful or that there were some mistakes made. Everything was fine, so don't worry for her. It will hurt you more and more if you will remain in that zone, get some strength from Nichloas. You both have to support each other through this difficult time. Have faith in God.
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Stacha	Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 11:02 Post #11
When you wear my flower, you make it beautiful. Posts: 28,956 Group: Administrator Member #6,573 Joined: Jul 8, 2011 Message In this world you can be oh-so smart of oh-so pleasant. For a while I was smart. I prefer pleasant. Post Background http://z5.ifrm.com/30110/58/0/p1171554/admin_pattern.png	I'm so sorry, I can't imagine what you must be going through. I hope that the doctors are able to give you some idea of what happened, perhaps you'll have closure that way. <3
	In this world you can be oh so smart or oh so pleasant. Well for years I was smart. I recommend pleasant. Add Me. \| Ask Me. Arahna Excerpt - Critique is super appreciated. :] Frozen gorgeousness Thanks lost.memory! My life. Dragon Fierceness Here's a llama, there's a llama and another little llama. The Harry Potter Generation We defended the stone. We found the chamber. We freed the prisoner. We were chosen by the goblet. We fought alongside of the order. We learned from the prince. And we mastered the hallows. Alan Rickman is a Boss "When I'm eighty years old and sitting in my rocking chair, I'll be reading Harry Potter and my family will say to me, 'After all this time?' and I will say, 'Always.'" - Alan Rickman Quote: [9:10:49 PM] Cody: YOU'RE GETTING TOO FACTUAL [9:10:58 PM] Stacha: FACTUAL, CODY? [9:11:04 PM] Stacha: WE'RE TALKING ABOUT CHUPACABRAS
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azzy	Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 13:06 Post #12
Level 1 Posts: 15 Group: Member Member #8,461 Joined: Oct 4, 2012 Where did you find us? a friend. Skype azzy.love	Thank you both very much. I am a woman of faith, and I find that the peace the Lord has granted me, has seen me through the worst of this storm. I think it would help to know why it happened, not for closure, but to make sure we are safe for when we do try again. To make sure that we do everything we can to make sure nothing goes wrong again.
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Stacha	Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 16:53 Post #13
When you wear my flower, you make it beautiful. Posts: 28,956 Group: Administrator Member #6,573 Joined: Jul 8, 2011 Message In this world you can be oh-so smart of oh-so pleasant. For a while I was smart. I prefer pleasant. Post Background http://z5.ifrm.com/30110/58/0/p1171554/admin_pattern.png	Wouldn't they be able to tell you that by examining you?
	In this world you can be oh so smart or oh so pleasant. Well for years I was smart. I recommend pleasant. Add Me. \| Ask Me. Arahna Excerpt - Critique is super appreciated. :] Frozen gorgeousness Thanks lost.memory! My life. Dragon Fierceness Here's a llama, there's a llama and another little llama. The Harry Potter Generation We defended the stone. We found the chamber. We freed the prisoner. We were chosen by the goblet. We fought alongside of the order. We learned from the prince. And we mastered the hallows. Alan Rickman is a Boss "When I'm eighty years old and sitting in my rocking chair, I'll be reading Harry Potter and my family will say to me, 'After all this time?' and I will say, 'Always.'" - Alan Rickman Quote: [9:10:49 PM] Cody: YOU'RE GETTING TOO FACTUAL [9:10:58 PM] Stacha: FACTUAL, CODY? [9:11:04 PM] Stacha: WE'RE TALKING ABOUT CHUPACABRAS
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azzy	Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 16:57 Post #14
Level 1 Posts: 15 Group: Member Member #8,461 Joined: Oct 4, 2012 Where did you find us? a friend. Skype azzy.love	They did. And they did an autopsy on the baby. The doctor that was there when I delivered her said everything looked normal. We are still waiting on the autopsy results.
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Ferus Grim	Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 19:35 Post #15
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azzy	Tuesday, 9. October 2012, 19:36 Post #16
Level 1 Posts: 15 Group: Member Member #8,461 Joined: Oct 4, 2012 Where did you find us? a friend. Skype azzy.love	Thank you very much for posting our video love. Our baby girl was and is beautiful.
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